Did you ever wake up to a realization that your life has been in the same cycle and you are caught in the same loop that you can’t get out of. You tell yourself things will change or you can end this cycle and years later you find yourself in the exact same place wondering how you are still here.
You find yourself unable to break from a negative situation because your negative thoughts tell you it will only be worse and what you know and are familiar with is better than the unkown .
You are now living in your uncomfortable comfort zone.
You live the same struggles and emotions. You are so familiar with the cycle that you can predict what will happen next. Yet.. you don’t have the courage to break it because the fear of what is out of this cycle is crippling. The fear of the unknown. The fear of failure.
My wise friend once told me that Allah sends us the same tests and makes us relive the same experience even sometimes with different people till we finally learn the lesson we were meant to learn and understand it.
I hope one day I am able to break the negative cycles in my life and that I fine the inner peace that I need.
