im gettin way to much sleep... i feel bad but i just get glued to my cozy bed with my fluffy pillows and just sink away... is it that my reality is so disappointing that i cant get out of bed? are my dreams and sleep the only way i can escape my reality? i have to end this cycle or do somethin useful in me life soon.. these messed up sleeping patterns are depressing too!
im goin out for iftar now... ill pray that God guides me and leads me to the right path...
Friday, June 17, 2005
i dunno how to use this... its my first time... im just tryin this out see if im gonna have it figured out soon... so its basically me sharing my psychoticness to the world? its like venting online? iim gonna sleep now figure this out later...