After 3 whole months of jordan adventure$... its time to go back to uae... have u ever felt schizophrenic? like you don't know what you want? like you want to be in two places in the same time?! Do two total opposite things ? its like " to work or not to work" jordan/uae" all sorts of life changing decisions i always have to make.. and i just feel indifferent to everything... that id be okay no matter what happens.. i do have goals but i also adapt to changes quickly.. :S
Anyway... i have a confession to make... one of my phobias are planes... ok i dont have any tantrums and never run around a plane screaming scenes from "final destination" like " WE ARE ALLL GONNA DIE!!!" but seriously i hate the idea of being up so high.. life depending on pressure and an engine...
i also recently saw the movie " SNAKES ON A PLANE".. not a good movie to watch when u want to travel !!!!
i remember once we were on a plane to jordan and there was major turbulence... the pilot said " ma tkhafo hay matabat hawa2iyeh"... till that day i never knew there were MATABAT in the sky! lol translation for this is kind of weird.. apparently there are road bumps in the sky :P
its not only the fear of flights.. its the fear of ending up next to a freak of nature or someone sleezy etc.....
once i was next to a man who decides to start drinking wine... in islam we are not supposed to even sit in a room where somene is drinking... so it felt weird... now i was thinking to myself... should i JUMP OFF THE PLANE?
anyway gotta finsih packing.. gonna miss jordan... mostly my family here :(--- ill blog from uae inshala later with flight adventures..