Tuesday, June 05, 2007
the reason i don't blog much lately is because i feel my negative feelings and vibes will spread to the world so i try to save he negativity to myself and blog later when i'm back to "cheerful" mode..
but... then again the initial purpose of this blog is to vent & let out those negative feelings online rather than out on the people around me..
Let's say you are holding a very hot cup of tea... and for some reason you trip on something.. your hot tea is now not only spilt all over you.. but all over the person by your side... when you are hurt.. you usually unintentionally spill some of your anger and hurt on to the people closest to you...
so.. recently i have had not one.. not two but many slaps of reality... and i think i have been spilling most of my "TEA" on the closest people to me..
especially poor Cow :P who has her nieces visiting from "AMeriCana"
if i ever unintentionally burnt anyone by my "shay il wizza" im sorry...