Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Tea Spill




the reason i don't blog much lately is because i feel my negative feelings and vibes will spread to the world so i try to save he negativity to myself and blog later when i'm back to "cheerful" mode..

but... then again the initial purpose of this blog is to vent & let out those negative feelings online rather than out on the people around me..

Let's say you are holding a very hot cup of tea... and for some reason you trip on something.. your hot tea is now not only spilt all over you.. but all over the person by your side... when you are hurt.. you usually unintentionally spill some of your anger and hurt on to the people closest to you...


so.. recently i have had not one.. not two but many slaps of reality... and i think i have been spilling most of my "TEA" on the closest people to me..

especially poor Cow :P who has her nieces visiting from "AMeriCana"

if i ever unintentionally burnt anyone by my "shay il wizza" im sorry...

15 comments:

Dar said...

Maho ya garab , enti law tsheeli el black shades elli 7atahom u will see things in a different way , its all in you ..... try to find the negative pole and crush it ;)

CheeerZ!

Oriental Arabesque said...

off topic:
what's wrong with the date of ur post?!
leih na6a6eena 3 weeks la udam :s and u just skipped my BD!!..la2 ma beddi :( :p

MQabbani said...

wallah Dar say what i want to say it..

its all about you , after you dad thing ..

any way am the one who receive tea on his cloth , my sis had this habit ...

any way did you notice that u dont Re at comments too .. at least not as you used too

Islamic ChoCoHoLic said...

hi dar... garab? garabeh ya3ni? wala garab min jarab? hmmmm fe ma3na mukhtalif jiddan.. ur right maybe i should try wearing colorful shades and if i find the pole i will damro

Chairs..:P

OA... zabatik il date hayni...bday taba3ik lisa lisa binla7ko yuma

MQ.. shiklo inta kaman my shay wisil la 3indak... u know ive been going through a rough time i hardly get a chance to blog.. which is why i dont reply to comments as much as i used to... ever since my dad got sick i might have been venting here and bloggin abt myself.. does not mean i am selfish or that i think the world revolves around me...

i do love my dad and care abt him and what happened to him HAS affected me and my family.. and maybe i don't sit there typing about how he is fully paralyzed. how he can't speak ... etc.. not because i think "its all about me"
but because its very sad and hard to talk about it..

btw my dad is unaware of anyone or what is going on around him... the ppl who are actually having a hard time are the family he left behind..

forgive me for talking abt myself.. i try to avoid talking abt baba because its hard...

Who-sane said...

It's alright. That's what blogger-friends are for: to get severely depressed by other bloggers' posts!

Love the illustration! LOL!

Islamic ChoCoHoLic said...

who's sane lol nice analysis

MQabbani said...

not your tea , its my sis REAL tea hot too

talk about your self any thing you want , just make sure to be optimist as much you can :)

best regard

Diana said...

when you are hurt.. you usually unintentionally spill some of your anger and hurt on to the people closest to you...

soo true :(
I hope u get rid of these negative feelings so soon.

Drama Div@ said...

Are you jinxed? i dont think so.. Things go up and down, just like the sea level.

Islamic ChoCoHoLic said...

mq thank u for your permession... maybe i have to send u a copy of my post before so that you approve them for me.. if they are "POSTIVE" enough..

best regards....

lady don don inshala with time all the negativitey will go :)

drama D... i dunno but i hope the up is coming soon :)

Wedad... said...

it's ok as long as you feel better afterward :D shai el 7abeeb zbeeb O_o
msh zabet el maslal lol

hope you feel better soon Dinoo

o keef 7alek hal ayyamaat 3ala el sa3eed el 9e77i?

Mystique said...

Dandoon.. off topic ya3ni (well not really :P) zakkarteeni be de3ayet shay il wizza.. LOL i used to love it! shai il wizza ya 3eny 3al shaaaaiii(se3aidy style)

and as for ur negative feelings.. i haven't got any negative vibe from ur posts, not at all! they actually always give me some of the optimisim and strength you have :huggat:

Islamic ChoCoHoLic said...

Mq khalas no harm done... 7asal khier... wa hay kasset shay on the house..

weddo ya cute inti ya 7ashasheh il zamaan lol at shay il 7abeeb zbeeb
min wayn bitjeebi 7akyik? ay soog? LOL

mystiqa tikka tika tikkaa :P
yes i remember that shay il wizza song!! hehe i also remember baffak ads and this song on tv every morning.. "TOOOT TOOOT TOOOT TOOOOT 2atr zghantoot"

Anonymous said...

Hope things will get better soon and focous on the half full cup of tea you have not the spilled part:) .


Laya

Oriental Arabesque said...

dina:

i so do feel the same way these days too...i'm spilling my tea on close ppls heads! :'(