Tuesday, March 14, 2006

EXHHHHHHH@U$TED!!


no time no time no time.... its like i rest my head on the pillow as soon as i get comfortable and doze off i feel its time to get UP AGAIN NOOO! *dino throws alarm out of window!! * sinks head in pillow * hugs covers

seriously... hate waking up early!! then the morning traffic... and my car apparently is dead too and is making the loudest most embarrassing noises every time i hit the brakes! i was driving next to a truck and i swear my car made a louder Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee noise when i stepped on the brakes... YES I KNOW i need to change my brakes and fix my car!! but NO TIME!!! by the time i leave work all the places are closed.. inshala on sat on my weekend..

so ppl keep asking me what exactly it is i do at work... here are 2 ad ideas i did for a new phone!! its a girlie phone made out of GOLD!!! its for 4000 dirhams! i would NEVER buy such a phone! id rather spend my money on shawermas or chocolates hehe just kidd.. seriously its gonna end up fallin on the ground a billion times a day because im always so disoriented!

in general i am not a materialistic person and dont care much abt showing off... if i like somethin i get it... even if it not gucci or worth 4000 dirhams!!

so why get a phone that expensive and have my heart break every time it falls!! hehe ne way.... here are the 2 ideas the client is going to chose from.. gives u a better idea of the things i do... i design ads,logos,flyers.. etc..

I was very emotional today for some reason.. maybe its the extra redbull ive been drinking.. and the caffiene overload... i dunno.. in general im way too emotional.. and i wish i could just be less sensitive... and most of all I WISH i didnt think TOO much!! all day not only am i exhuasted with work i find myself analyzing things, planning the future,regretting some things in the past,wondering abuot the present, missing things ( like sleep), reliving memories in my head,erasing other memories!! SOO MANY othe thoughts go through my mind.. sigh...

*i need sleep!!

btw another thought that crossed my mind today ... i thought of all those ppl i miss and really care abt that have NO CLUE and sometimes they assume i dont care because i dont email msg call or see them as much as i want to..... and i thought of those ppl who you would love to contact but u DONT for some reason or the other... maybe because u feel they dont care enough to contact u.. and in some cases either u get too busy or u feel that something is stopping you...

maybe u feel its better to keep ur emotions to urself because as soon u express urself and open up to a person and let them know how much u care, let ur gaurd down ull eventually get hurt....

those thoughts made me realize that NOT ALL those who are in touch CARE. and not all those who ARE NOT in touch DONT! someone out there could be missin u and thinkin abt u.. only u wouldnt know it ... guess that is a happy thought... or maybe not? :S

6 comments:

mudassar said...

assallamu allaikum dino. how r u. i guess its a very long time. i leave a coment every day but i guess u r busy replying them. no issuess !! hey about the people u were saying in the blog i guess its not because of red bull, its actually because of social comitment. but i guess people will come back to u some day.

so wassup sky !! wats wrong with people why r everyone so busy in life..

mudassar said...

*SO DO I !!

Islamic ChoCoHoLic said...

so do i what? and yes sorry havent been able to come to reply to ur comments.. no im not in love with anyone to answer ur previous question.. love is a big word...

im soo dead... really its 8:30 just got home after leaving work at aroudn 6... 2 hours traffic.. woke up early.. neck and back killin me .. and lots on my mind...

other than that all is well.. hamdulilah... sorry it takes a while to post ur comments its just tha i get home late and i would take this moderation thing off but that sick pervert who keeps posting nasty sites is still around!!

see ya later

9a7ib al-mi9ba7 al-si7ri said...

"and not all those who ARE NOT in touch DONT! someone out there could be missin u and thinkin abt u.. only u wouldnt know it ... guess that is a happy thought... or maybe not?"

So true Dina :)
its just fustrating that your not coming to Jordan

Islamic ChoCoHoLic said...

:) hey mud... hey 6a7ib il mu6ba7 il si7ri... yeah too bad i wont be comin this summer.. but i will come as soon as i finish my 6months workin period :)

m.s said...

go and keep ur self isolated from any noise then relax.don't worry about the car elmohim enha betwaslek safely 3alsho`3ol.. u made me laugh anyway.

this topic shows u're doing all of what u can to do for ur new job and this is a good sign.
the girly phone poster looks cool but do you agree it's way unaccetpable from religous point of view!? since u're a religous girl i take it for granted that u're picky about these things. don't be upset it's only opinion from uknown person.