Saturday, March 04, 2006
Today i found myself more spiritual than other days... its because i spent the day with ppl who remind me of GOD and the beauty of ISLam.. i sat there thinking of the many ways GOd has blessed me.. the many ways i consider myself blessed... and then a thought came to me... I thought how Merciful GOD is... we sin.. HE forgives.. we forget to thank God for many blessings yet HIS blessings are showered upon us everyday..
what if for each time we sin we lose a blessing? What if every sin we do is written on our faces for the world to see? WE all have sins... no one is SIN-free ...
yet one of Gods many blessings is that HE doesnt punish us with our sins even when sometimes we deserve to be punished.. HE forgives us and not only that.. GOD loves us... and His mercy upon us is more than than the MErcy of a mother on her own child... subhannallah...
i thought of how much i want to be a better person... of the many times i forgot to thank GOd...to pray... how i feel like a hypocrite sometimes because i say things i dont do..feel i always have ups and downs...oh how i wish things were easy... but i know life isnt easy... but heaven is worth all the trouble.. inshala GOd will guide me and help me to be a better muslim.. to set a good example..
i just realized how thanking GOd itself is a blessing... i am even blessed by remembering God ... al hamdulilah..