LookInG Too H@rD

Today was a long day.. woke up later than i was supposed to... jumped out of bed and was out of the house in less than 10mins!! wow... then i was glad that thursday the trafiic is less sinsce most ppl have thursdays off.. i reached work on time... so... on my way back ofcourse i managed to get lost.. its a daily thing... so pretty much i end up spending my salary on gas and radar tickets!!

So... i didnt go straight home i saw a surpringly great movie " Derailed"! not bad at all!

ne way... so on my way back i had soooooo many thoughts!! SO many.. i always replay conversations in my head.. and analyze the world continously... sometimes im overwhelmed with my own thoughts... which explains why i get LOST!! i daydream a lot lol

so...the other day i was looking for some superglue to fix my broken shades... then i found myself thinking everything i see was that superglue ... its like when i used to look for my lost contact on the ground... or a little screw that fell from my glasses... same scenario..

everything i see for a split second seems like the thing im looking for... got me thinking... abt life.. and how this doesnt only apply to super glue!

its like when someone is in love... they love that other person soo much that everyone they see somehow looks like them... its like u know he is on the other side of the world but u could of SWORN U saw him walkin in city center next door!! hehe

So.. i think when we are looking soo hard for things in life we tend to easily rush into making hasty decisions and assumptions when in reality we should stop looking that hard and one day when u least expect it... it will come to you...

its the same concept of looking too hard for love... fallin for someone you havent even met or hardly know... i dunno.. im blabbing again....i think too much.. wow i hope no one wakes me up 2moro!!