Saturday, March 18, 2006
Time Time Time
No time... at all... weekend just passed by so quickly.. not only my weekend my life seems to be passing by so quickly.. its like just yesterday i was in school waiting for the bell to go off for me to carry my backpack and run home! its like yesterday that i was buyin my mickey mouse lunchbox for KG ! its like 2 days ago that i felt 20 was a long way to go!! Aaah.... soo freaky... im like 24 and i don't know how i got here!
the other day my sister found this home video my parents had recorded like 20 years ago!!! Its soooo WEird.. how there are moments in time that we never knew existed that are on TAPE! i saw myself jumping around all cheerful dancing oblivious of my surroundings!
seriously i was even a cheerful kid! everyone around me was like busy doing their own thing and i was going around in circles laughing entertaingin myself!! My friends say i look the same! lol i feel the same! bit taller though hehe
Got me thinking abt those many many many moments in our life... we forget about... its like if i never saw that video i would have never remembered!! Soo many good memories seem to fade away... i would of never remembered my dad's face as he carried my little sis smiling and maknig the weirdest sound effects to make her stop crying... so many moments in out life are lost.... not caught on tape... i guess we have to learn to appreciate every moment.. each moment is special and will never be relived...
one of the reasons i love takin pics and filming home videos is because with time there is only so much ones brain can remember and its those pics and tapes that capture those moments... feeling very nostalgic at the moment... wish life was as simple as it was as a little kid dancing to some silly song abt a big fat "dabdooba" <-- bear in arabic.. lol
gotta get back to work... see ya