Saturday, March 18, 2006

Time Time Time


No time... at all... weekend just passed by so quickly.. not only my weekend my life seems to be passing by so quickly.. its like just yesterday i was in school waiting for the bell to go off for me to carry my backpack and run home! its like yesterday that i was buyin my mickey mouse lunchbox for KG ! its like 2 days ago that i felt 20 was a long way to go!! Aaah.... soo freaky... im like 24 and i don't know how i got here!

the other day my sister found this home video my parents had recorded like 20 years ago!!! Its soooo WEird.. how there are moments in time that we never knew existed that are on TAPE! i saw myself jumping around all cheerful dancing oblivious of my surroundings!

seriously i was even a cheerful kid! everyone around me was like busy doing their own thing and i was going around in circles laughing entertaingin myself!! My friends say i look the same! lol i feel the same! bit taller though hehe

Got me thinking abt those many many many moments in our life... we forget about... its like if i never saw that video i would have never remembered!! Soo many good memories seem to fade away... i would of never remembered my dad's face as he carried my little sis smiling and maknig the weirdest sound effects to make her stop crying... so many moments in out life are lost.... not caught on tape... i guess we have to learn to appreciate every moment.. each moment is special and will never be relived...

one of the reasons i love takin pics and filming home videos is because with time there is only so much ones brain can remember and its those pics and tapes that capture those moments... feeling very nostalgic at the moment... wish life was as simple as it was as a little kid dancing to some silly song abt a big fat "dabdooba" <-- bear in arabic.. lol

gotta get back to work... see ya

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

i remember when we were children we were told by someone that we will not have time lamma nekbar!!

each time i read for u here i found that u're reading my mind!
as we are getting more older we discover life is not that easy; we have to pass with work sophisticated procedures, drive either for along distance or short busy distance to work which kills time either our enthusiasm, our reponsiblities getting bigger, we have to care about external appearance, normal effort not enough coz. it will end up person to be less than normal, we are afraid from the future, we don't know what coming next, we are getting hurted from people that we u used to consider our best friends, 3aks el-childhood days elly kan akbar hamna lo3beh aw wa7ad eyla3bna, smile on the face, made me laugh by doing funny movements, tal3a 3almalahi, barbecue journey, atfa3fal beltraab & emmy todrobny belshebsheb. thank u lady for bring me back this lovely memories again.

Dino$ said...

:) ur soo right life was soo simple back then.. a chocolata would make my day... heh well chocoalta does cheer me up yes.. but troubles now are far worse to be solved by a bar of chocolate...

too many responsiblity and shocking experiences.. the more i grow older the more i wish i was a kid again... but i guess that is life... we all go through this.. just wish it was easy... glad u enjoy my posts...

take care ms
i miss malahi!! i dont miss shabashib being throw at me!! lol shibshib- slipper for sk and mud...
i think throwing slippers and shoes at kids is an arab tradition lol

Anonymous said...

Yes they're lovely memories but that doesn't mean i wish to be little again, coz am looking forward to get married and have my own kids and run after them holding sliper .. 3ala seret elshabasheb i have a real funny story to tell. ill say it later.

Dino$ said...

ms id love to hear ur story and i have many stories to tell too i might need a separae blog called " shib shib " adventures!! lol

ms :) have a great day!

sk *hug miss ya girlie!

Anonymous said...

just get back home, i used to work untile my head cried for mercy, i can't believe it's 11:40 pm and didn't get any meal till now! i believe am losing track of time; i miss cooking smell in the home & tesshshshsh voice which comes from tasbeek eltabee5! going to eat tuna..anyway . i keen to read ur shibshib's stories ms Dino. have a wonderful day lady :f: